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Jim Profit ([personal profile] raisedinabox) wrote2011-11-21 03:34 am

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Did anyone else get much chance to talk to the locals in that port? I couldn't help but find it ironic that their afterlife consisted of a seemingly endless journey towards an ephemeral end point.

[Jim sounds more or less calm, but there's a slight sharpness to his tone, as if something about this port left him feeling... just kind of generally unhappy.]

When I died, I was expecting my entire existence to come to an end. I find it... troubling that apparently spending your time embarking on futile tasks and endless journeys is a running theme when it comes to what happens after death, instead. Still, I suppose this place makes a lot more sense as a surreal punishment, than as a genuine attempt at creating some kind of reformation process.

[He sighs a slight sigh, before adding:]

And I'm going to go out on a limb here and guess that a chewed up dog toy doesn't actually have any known use when it comes to spaceship repair?
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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
I did a bit. It didn't seem so bad, actually. Like more of the same. Scraping up what you could before you went on to the next unknown. There's worse alternatives, I feel.

[Stop being philosophical, Stildyne. You're awful at it.]
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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
No idea. But it wasn't a complete reset. We were... less alive, there. A halfway point, more than a retread.
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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Stildyne is thinking of a worm skeleton, cheerfully inhabiting a bottle of tequila]

Maybe they don't need our kind of minds anymore, them.

I'm not going to say I enjoyed the feeling. But viewed as an alternative. [And given that he's getting up in years, and wondering what comes next.] It's almost heartening that there'll be a period of adjustment before you're plunged into nothing.
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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
No; makes sense to me. I try to only think on the parts of it that I had to handle to get the job done. Consider the advantages. But I can see a few sleepless nights on their way.
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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Not really. Only recently I really took a moment to notice that I'm getting towards the end of my career as Fleet security. Could have shot for First Officer again, but circumstances intervened. Been too busy worrying about how I'd manage the rest of my life to consider past the end.
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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[He salutes neatly.] Chief Warrant Officer, Fleet Ship Ragnarok, Chief of Security.
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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Not precisely: I wasn't planetbound. Fleet operates through all known space. Ragnarok was a cruiser-killer starship, not a boat. But it was all right. Got interesting scars. They fed me.
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Typos 4-Eva

[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-22 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
If it's any consolation, Jurisdiction isn't currently at war with anyone. And a good thing, it still not being settled which of the Judiciaries gets the First Judgeship, now the incumbent's been murdered.

Last real war was with the Nurail. And I saw plenty of action there. Rode through some firefights with the Langsarik pirate fleet, too. But it's been decades since there's been anything close to a real war. If Combine hadn't affiliated when it did, they were almost big enough that it could have been nasty, but they trade as hard as they fight and the economic-- sorry, don't imagine you actually care. [Having been surprised into verbosity by something that shouldn't surprise him-- nobody knowing much about Jurisdiction-- he cuts himself off. Honestly: it's been months, why does he still wind up being taken aback at random moments that nobody else knows Supicor from Chilleau from a herd of Aznir riding sheep?]
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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-22 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. The governing body over all of known space. There's Gonebeyond outside the borders, but that's not charted and they've been trying to pretend it's not an entity in and of itself. But it's been growing, the last few years.

[Talking about it is odd, in that it's simply a thing that's known for him. He's never had to explain from the beginning, except for the barge. It's novel.]

Nine judiciaries, nine judges. When the First Judge dies there's a convocation of the Bench to decide which Judiciary's judge will get promoted and with Judiciary will lead in politics this go-round.

It's a big thing, Jurisdiction. So when a system or two gets angry or a few worlds act up it's not precisely a real war. There's just too much of Fleet.

[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
I doubt that the Admiral really needed any of those things. He was simply punishing us.

Private

[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-23 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I couldn't agree more. I occasionally think that even the inmates that graduate are just another carrot on a stick for the rest of us.

[identity profile] iam-aghost.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 11:24 am (UTC)(link)
I sincerely doubt it either.

[Private]

And I expected much the same of death, if I'm honest. It doesn't feel like a surreal punishment to me, but I do suppose that's not your point. Even so, some of us not being 'punished' are as dead as you.

...It does all have a distinctly religious tone to it, though, I have to admit. Redemption. Walking through endless journeys until you learn something... I won't deny that.

Re: Private

[identity profile] iam-aghost.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I was a communist and a doctor. Religion... didn't suit either, to be honest.

But I always respected others' religion, and now I'm here, and living on after my own death, I do have to wonder.

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[identity profile] iam-aghost.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
No, but religion is less about the technical facts, and more about belief. It's more important to believe in God, life after death, Jesus Christ than... whether Heaven has little angels with wings and harps.

Not always the impression I got of actual religious people, but how it struck me in the end.

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[identity profile] iam-aghost.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Strikes me as about accurate.

I think... people's faith, and true faith, is clearer when they're in my care than at any other time. Anyone can be a steadfast atheist, or a superficial believer in their day to day lives. When they're dying or suffering, they suddenly find faith they never had - or realise they never truly believed.

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[identity profile] iam-aghost.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
It shows a lack of commitment, though.

Having said that, I am the one actually in purgatory, so I am not sure I have room to talk.

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[identity profile] iam-aghost.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I would rather die an honest atheist than a last minute believer.

No. At... where I'm from. I'm stuck. It's the closest thing to purgatory I can imagine.

Re: Private

[identity profile] iam-aghost.livejournal.com 2011-11-22 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Except fear of death is a powerful thing.

No. My deal is to keep the boys safe. That's why I'm stuck in the first place. I never finished protecting them... I told you that whole story.

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[identity profile] iam-aghost.livejournal.com 2011-11-22 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Probably not, but it might be a last minute hope, a last minute... covering your bases, so to speak.

I don't know whether it will. But I am an old man, they are young boys, and I have a duty to complete to them.

[identity profile] sharpememory.livejournal.com 2011-11-23 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Not any more than baby ducks. Unless the Admiral wanted to eat them or something.